Britbrat1's Journals

i need ur help.... please help...

so ive just came up with something.... i dont really get on here anymore, but ill try... ive honestly never done this before, but if u have any advise on how to help me, please give it. so ive thought about writing a story.. but im not exactly sure.... help me out....

ill give out the characters later but right no, i have to check on my mysace and do the same thing....

so, give me ideas. any type. and DONT say rude things i really dont like when people do that....

thnx...

brittany.♥

Whats wrong with me???

♥I realize now how much ive thought of him over the very few months since i left... when i wake up, every second of everyday every second at night. when i cant sleep hes on my mind

and i dont know how to get him off. and now i talk to him heard his voice for the first time in about three to five months. im happy to say hes now mine... whats wrong with me and i

in love or something... they say im too young, but i know what it is and its hard to describe unless its only in my words of how i know.... but am i in love i think i am...

i think of him

i think of him and wonder why i love him as i do now and then i realize that hell never be mine again. but as he makes me feel like im on top of the world and that i dont feel like shit anymore..... so here is to him the guy who i loved and the way he treated me. just to say fuck him i dont need that anymore......

Reminders of You.

I think of how it was,

when i met you at the beginning of the school year,

you was so sweet and i coulndnt be around'

while you watched me in class

and smiled when i looked at you.

now i realized that it was all a lie

and was never true

the reminders of you are in half of my poems,

and in my dreams,'

thinking their too deep

just like this poem of you

as tears roll down my face.... i think of you

I'm Sick of This

Im sick of being tortured,

Im sick of being lied to,

And being the one who everyone always thinks is the ugly duckling

All ever wanted was to be someone who had true freinds,

To be happy like the other kids in school

To not have to have the label of "The Girl Who Was In Fostercare"

Or the name "Bitch" annd things that was never me...

If i have to be treated like that i want everyone to know that im not that girl

i never will be and never want to be

im sick of this

the laziest dog ever

this dog is the laziest dog ever. he sleeps and eats and bes a butt. but of all the things he does, he is the best dog i have ever encountered. as poeple know, pit bulls are labeled as one of the most dangerous animals. the only time juli is dangerous is when he is being played rough with. One thing abou him is that if my mom or dad tells him to protect me or watch me, he follows me everywhere. if he sees someone wallking down hte street he wants to go see them. he is teh baby of the house.

saying your name

when i say your name

i hide my tears

because the memories of you are so sweet

i can't help but to think about a fight

but when i think of your touch,

i think of the poem i wrote when i was mad at you

i think of how me and you would sit across from eachother

and how we would laugh

now seeing your face and saying your name

brings back all kind of memories

about the place where we met.

The Inspiration

I saw you face yesterday and realized,

how i felt about you.

i realized that i loved you from the start

and if i ever see you face again

i won't stand a chance

if you ever say my name

i'll try to keep calm

but just the thought of you makes me smile

and think about how lucky i was to know you